Hi, Blogie…sorry I bring a bad story again, but this is what I feel right now ~~
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How could I start??????????
Ok, sigh!
-sorry for bad english and sorry for typos-
I feel like, I’m missing something in my life now. I don’t know what causes is it???! I’m not understand! Why it happened like this! Why my mood always bad in a whole day, especially when I woke up in the morning. It felt like something gone in body. I felt such a person that doesn’t have a purpose in life. Just daydream that I can do in the morning until I got late to go to campus. And then I felt lazy to do everything. Again and again, I absent on my class. That’s what happened in my life in a few days.
I’m losing myself. Yeah, exactly I lose my SOUL! And now, I’m a loser!!! Oh no, give it BACK to me! Cause I don’t want to be a loser! (sigh). Ok, now! I’m trying to find it again before I make it to be more complicated! Yeah, I have to find my soul that has gone from my life. Fighting Nid!!! You can do it!
And I think, this song is match for me to sing right now.
"Believe In Me"
(Demi Lovato)
I'm losing myself
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak
Trying to compete
With everyone else
Instead of just being me
Don't know where to turn
I've been stuck in this routine
I need to change my ways
Instead of always being weak
I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
La la la la la la la la
The mirror can lie
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile
Doesn't show you what's inside
And it, it can tell you you're full of life
It's amazing what you can hide
Just by putting on a smile
I don't wanna be afraid
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
I wanna wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, I just wanna believe in me
I'm quickly finding out
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through
I'm not about to break down
Not today
I guess I always knew
That I had all the strength to make it through
Not gonna be afraid
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me
I'm going to wake up feeling beautiful..today
And know that I'm okay
Cause everyone's perfect in unusual ways
So you see, now, now I believe in me
Now I believe in me
Wish I could find my soul again --
